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2006年6月20日 下午8點19分01秒dont promise too fast
At starting,I want to have a nice and happy BBQ.But everything becomes totally destroyed.If i know that , i will choose not to promise too fast and rethink carefully. I fail many times because i have considered carefully . when I do something , I should stop and think about .And then , the other problems appear , I feel disgusted to become a TM person. Did i hate this? Or , I dont like the people who live in city. the people who live outside TM always call us tuen mun people . It sounds like that tuen mun is just like a indepent country . tuen mun likes a place that seperated form hong kong. Tuen mun is not part of hong kong. It is just a place that is very backward. As a TM people ,they feel shamed . they dont have any pride. Maybe I have become overreacting.but i do have this feeling. When i see many youngsters become depraved and get lost.They really dont have not idea about their future(included me) . Tm people are always looked down because they are low self-esteem. Lets see the people live Outside TM who are self confident. We cant overlook this fact. We look down us so they look down us. I promise I will be self confident.on the other hand ,students cannot focus on their study. they feel study is tough work which is very boring. they cant regard english as a interest to learn it. they really regard learning english is a homework that they are forced to learn it. I feel unhappy about that. they cannot use to see it as see chinese.Maybe ,English is not really important for them,I also have encountered this situation before. But now, i have passed it . I can write the English and read english as i write and read chinese book. I really want to get a breakthrough in my english. I believe that i can improve. I really love english. but no one use english to talk with me. in the same way , My listening is bad so i cant use english to talk with foreigner. I can improve it.
i can change my fate. I notice that I have become more and more fat .I think i should go to work and keep fit as hangs. I cant depend the medicine anymore.